The beginning of the third month March 31, 2008

This is weird, he did  not poo for almost 4 days. I was worrie. He treid  to strain it out every morning though.  I had enough, too him to the doctor because everytime he cried I think it must be somehow related on his constipation and could not concentrate on his ‘real’ demand at the time.  The doctor seems not really alarm at all bau insert this horrifying jelly tube up his little bum. I almost screamed for him but guess what? He was ok with it and carried on smiling as if nothing happpened!!!  That made me look rather silly in front of the doctor…again.

After that around 5 minutes, he started to pass the wind and poo big time….Well the poo was n’t that hugh but the SMELL is out of this world. The doctor gave this magically horrifying tube for me to take home in case it happens again….

And it did after 4 days we decided to stick it up his bum ourselves (I did) and again, no more that 5  minutes he started the whole process….

No we won’t make a habit of it. He needs to learn to poo by himself. So after about 5 days, in the morning,  he woke up and started straining ashe does, I then put him in squat position to help him push and yes he did it!

I am sooo pround and never felt so happy seeing poo before in my life. 

The second month of life March 31, 2008

His second month sailed by wihout any problem. He learnt to look at me, smile at me and talk. He can recognise me now. I can play a little game with him and he would smile back, a smile that melt m heart every single time.

I ook him to get vaccinated one day as it was the time. This time I can hold him in my arms while the doctor and  nurse gave him the needle work on both sides of his bum at the same time. He cried like hell. I felt so bad and had to breastfeed him right there to callm him down.

I don’t mind anymore, I can just breastfeed my son whereever I am.

Two months old March 17, 2008

I finally learn how to put my son to bed and more we took him out in a pram some days too.  But my mum wil go to Korea soon, I will be left with him from early march onwards.

I wasn’t nervous on the first day with him. It went well, I even took him out for a little and he was fine!

I gain more and more confident as the day goes by. He never let me down. What a good boy, goodlife I have…

Magic March 17, 2008

My mum was amazed of my son’s change of behavior a bit. She thinks it’s the weather but I think he knows we are in a different place. But by lunch time she gradually built his confidence and started sleeping school for him successfully.  I watched and learnt carefully. I immitate whatever she did to make him sleep and followed strictly.  I wil succeed in making him slep. I am a mother I will succeed.

First week in Hong Kong March 17, 2008

The first 2 dayswas hell. I was convinced that my son  missed Thanland.  He seemed scared and couldn’t sleep the whole day.  I had to carry him every minute of the day, at night my back ache so much.  On the secondday, I had to use the muscle spray and could not lift my arm.  Hong Kong was unusually cold for the end of February for the record. Luckily I packed all of the warm baby clothes. Again I didn’t know I dressed him too warm or too cold.

My mum call and I told her the truth and fear. She was as an angel, booked a flight and came to rescue me the next day.

Shearrived on th third day in the evening. When she arrived I was gone…asleep and relieved knowing I will wake up for a better day tomorrow.

From Bangkok to Hong Kong March 17, 2008

We left Bangkok at around 10am to Hong Kong wih my husband. I can not be more nervous. A flight with a newborn baby. So many questions…Will he get any germs from the plane, will his ears e ok when the plane take off and landing, will he scream, what will he do on board???

We travelled business class which in my opinion makes it worse because others pay a lot of money for comfort..oh God!

My husband was calm and carried him all the way. I was in a panic mode and did not do much, just breastfeed him and carried him while he was sleeping.

Arrived in Hong Kong and it rained a little. My husband arranged acar to pick up up. We both in a bad mood, I think mainly because we were nervous abour our son. My husband could not findthe key, thank god, I had a spare key.

I spent the wholeaternoon arranging the flat for my son. He too was tired and went to sleep with little problem.